I'm grumpy. I'm exhausted. I'm bitchy. I'm so tired. I'm emotional. I'm buying a house. I'm still not in the "safety zone" of pregnancy. I gag every time I try to eat foods I love. I'm constantly worried about something. I'm doing a new job at work and under a lot of stress. Our dog has slowly destroyed all of our furniture. I cry at the drop of a hat. I hate the ultrasound tech at my OB/GYN for taking such horrible pictures. I have a wonderful and supportive family. I'm very self-centered right now. I'm miserable and happy all the time. I am congested 24/7 and take allergy medicine 3 times a day. I can't wait to dye my hair. I can't wait to have my self estem back. I seriously cried while watching the news tonight. I hope I can do it all. I'm sad that my hair isn't curly anymore. I'm overwhelmed. I hate my thighs. I'm having a bad day.
I am happy about becoming a mommy. I am happy to be pregnant. I am in love. I have people who love me.

Aw sweetie. I can't promise it gets better but I can promise it's worth it.
ReplyDeleteawwww baby we are here for you!!! we love u! this too shall pass! love you!!
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