Thursday, November 10, 2011

Mountain out of molehill....

I'm grumpy.  I'm exhausted. I'm bitchy.  I'm so tired.  I'm emotional. I'm buying a house.  I'm still not in the "safety zone" of pregnancy.  I gag every time I try to eat foods I love. I'm constantly worried about something. I'm doing a new job at work and under a lot of stress. Our dog has slowly destroyed all of our furniture. I cry at the drop of a hat.  I hate the ultrasound tech at my OB/GYN for taking such horrible pictures.  I have a wonderful and supportive family.  I'm very self-centered right now.  I'm miserable and happy all the time.  I am congested 24/7 and take allergy medicine 3 times a day.  I can't wait to dye my hair. I can't wait to have my self estem back.  I seriously cried while watching the news tonight.  I hope I can do it all.  I'm sad that  my hair isn't curly anymore. I'm overwhelmed. I hate my thighs. I'm having a bad day.


I am happy about becoming a mommy. I am happy to be pregnant. I am in love.  I have people who love me.

2 comments:

  1. Aw sweetie. I can't promise it gets better but I can promise it's worth it.

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  2. awwww baby we are here for you!!! we love u! this too shall pass! love you!!

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